Monday blues...ona Sunday afternoon

my gawd summer holidayz were a blast!!!
it was the most amazing 1 and half monthz of my life.
now im bak in ukraine.on my bed. on a sunday. feeling like crap. i'v no idea y.
mayb i do. coz i kinda knew it. i foresaw somethn. 2 frenz hookin up. but of course the guy was
a close fren of mine. it kinda feelz like im alone nw. which is sorta true. coz i am alone here. but he was my 'person'. n nw hez seeing tis gurl whoz a fren of mine as well. anyhow i cant help but feel a lil' envy seepin thru my veins. but owh well thtz life. itz alwiz a pain in the arse. im happie tht these 2 hv met n r goin out. most certainly!

i do regret tht i'v nt spent enuff time wit couple of my girlfrenz (shida n hammy). but the few times tht we did go out, it was crazy! undeniably! i miss these gurlz. i'v no idea wat shida is up to! but hammy is jz out ther doin wat im tryin to do... bein a proper student.

tomoro is another monday. kinda need to get my handz on the books. namely SURGERY. a book so thick i feel my brainz need to be revamped to be able to decipher the contents of it! one consolation would be tht my teacher is good lookin bloke with piercing eyes with the colour of the ocean!!! n hez actually pretty young. watchin him talk in class, wit the intensity in those eyes, makes me feel i'd drown in his pretty eyes. gorgeous. yikes! im hormonal.

but who could blame me, the past week was a mini roller coaster of events. i was hit at wit a bottle of juice, at which my reaction was completely normal; i got so angry, my face looked like a swelling, red tomato. walked out n lodged an official complaint only to hav it annulled as the perpetrator (someone i knew) came apologizing later in the evening.
i jz tot i'd forgive tht person. but somehw the tragic moment keepz popping in my mind like a chat window in MSN! tryin to get it behind me! n they say, to err is human, to forgive is divine???
bollockz!

i went off to watch a short (thank gawd) performance by my Nigerian colleagues here as they celebrated the Nigerian independence day yest. was interesting. they shared wit us a lil of culture from bak home. n here i am nw. reminiscing the past week. as another one would begin tomoro... im still a bit melancholic over the fact tht my 'person' is dating again. cant get it off my mind. but im darn sure i would since i have a whole 8 and half months to spend in this dingy place!!!!